Blue is back!!!

I know, I know that everyone already knows that but I just wanted to make a new post.

When Blue was on top I was like 12 years old and with my girlfriends were so excited every time their music videos were on tv! haha pretty crazy when I look back. :) For me, Blue were better than BSB. I mean, I liked BSB but not as crazy as Blue :D Time flew, they split up and I grew up. I didn't stop listening to boybands. There have always been some boybands worth wasting time. ;) Sometimes when I was at McDonald's they played "One Love" and I was in heaven after years... I was sitting being SO excited and my friends were like they didn't hear the song before... So now, when I found out they're back I WAS MORE EXCITED, if it's even possible... hahaha. I'm sorry but I'm JUST a girl and even though I'm 10 years older I still act like a crazy fan girl. Now I'm wishing for a show in my shitty country and if not, I'll try to get to any in other countries. And if I get a chance to meet them in person, I'll try not to pee my pants! hahaha

and for now, I wish them lots of luck and hope they win Eurovision this year!

xoxo, C

Have you ever?

Have you ever felt you can't live without someone but when they're gone you feel better?
I have. I used to tell myself I couldn't live without someone, and really, couldn't imagine my live without them. During last 2 years, I've lost them... No, they didn't die; sometimes I wish they did. It's hard to believe how much they've changed, and left me even though they made me certain they would never do. And as we see, I'm still alive and doing pretty fucking good. That's why I stopped thinking what was the reason and left it behind me; seems they weren't meant to stay in my live...
There was one special person who was everything to me. I used to say: nothing's gonna change my love for you. I would never think it was you who would make me forget about you. That's surprising. Just few days, at the start, were horrible but then I got to know someone else who made me feel much better.
Now when I look at the past, I can't believe how much I've changed, yet I'm really happy and don't regret anything I've done or haven't. I feel pretty amazing in my new skin!

hello!

Guess who's baackk!!! Yep, yep, me! :D

Woah, it's been almost a year since I posted something on here! To be honest, this year's been umm... I don't even know how to describe it. Many things have changed, including me. It was the worst and the best year at the same time. I know it sounds weird but it was how it was. I'm not gonna write about all that stuff because no one reads it.

I decided to come back just because I have a lot to say and want to run a blog, so why not? I guess I'll get no feedback but I do it only for my own pleasure. ;)

xoxo, Carl